desejos de boas vidas... ;-)

sitting on the moon

Anitia — Sat, 02 May 2009 22:17:48 +0000

Well… might be the next script… or, at least, the major idea for it… lets see… smile…

“Once up on a time there was a girl… a silly girl… she called herself a dreamer girl… well… she was a dreamer alright… always with her head up… far… on the sky… yes… she imagined herself sitting on the clouds… sitting on the moon… and from there… she looked down… down… to the world under her feet… and she always smiled with this vision… she feels like controlling it… like living on the edge… and she could remain like that for ever… as if enchanted… and again… she dreamed… and again… she feels silly… and again… she was in love… well… let’s say she was also a lover girl… always living some sort of passion… always searching for someone or something… let’s say that this was like her engine… what make her live… breath… smile… and that was her silliness… and she feels good with those sensations… with those feelings… with those vibrations… was like floating… although… once in awhile… she stepped down from this world of dreams… why… let’s just say that maybe someone or something pushed her… and she cry… every time she steps down… she cry… she feels hurt… damaged… as if everything around her was crashing… as if the life was turning into an endless puzzle… where she doesn’t fit… where she can’t breathe… where she doesn’t feel alive… and she wishes to get back to that world of dreams again… back to her moon… back to where she feels safe… back to where she can draw her life at her own wish… where she can decide her happiness… sitting on the moon…”

I would like to use Enigma or Enya as a track sound… but… :S

see you soon… hopefully… ’til then… desejos de boas vidas!

Na categoria Projectos, Second Life

the nothing box…

Anitia — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 20:03:47 +0000

no comments… except… someone bring me a gun!!! might wanna shoot someone… you girls can make a row behind me…

well… ’til then… desejos de boas vidas!

ps: this is not some sort of code message… to someone in particular… seems its normal… nothing boxes stored in some brains (which I wont tell to whom they might belong… )

ye… I am being bad now… so… “Whats up Doc?!”

Na categoria vidas

and a new tag arrived…

Anitia — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 13:22:20 +0000

yes… there it is… a new one… and time goes by… if I’m feeling older… naaaah… well… honestly some days yes. our package clearly shows it… even if the content inside feels like a brand new one! anyway… besides all that… I would like to thank to all my friends, bros, sis and mom. you guys have been great! words won’t be enough to describe what you all mean to me. it’s a truly privilege to have a bro that grabs his car and drive to us when he feels we are down… it’s a truly privilege to have a mom that talks to you and gives you advices (she can always see things from a perspective that give us strength and enlighten us… amazing… huh?)… it’s a truly privilege to have a bro that selects such a great playlist to djiing and offer us a wonderful Stevie to open the night… it’s a truly privilege to have a sis (even being such a damn jealous one – lol) that makes you smile and turns your mood on… can’t forget my 1^st bro, ty for the kiss and the wishes… yep it is a crazy ‘family’… so what? To all my friends that remembered about the new tag… thank you so much… for the hugs, the kisses, the wishes, the love and care… the bunch of IMs – lovely… a truly privilege to have them around … makes us think that it’s worth to share a 3D world … besides all the ups and downs… the good side always seem to overcome the bad one…

Last night was important to realize some more things… to know a bit more about ourselves and the others around us… life is full of surprises… people shows who they are by actions… as I said some time ago… we aren’t just a bunch of pixels… we are people… without us… what do we have??? empty dolls!!! some people are able to separate themselves from their representation (amazing huh??)… well… this will be my birthday wish… be able to separate lives… joking… kisses everyone…

see you soon… hopefully… ’til then… desejos de boas vidas!

ps: a dolphin said to me that I was hooked by this world… hope not… we still going out, we still meet and have fun… we still communicate and live outside of it… it is a life complement… yes… and… if wasn’t for this silly world… we wouldn’t have met at all!!! wouldn’t that be such a pity… anyway… we aren’t that crazy… how wonderful it is to be able to meet people from all over the world in such an easy way… think of that…

pss: the party at SL had a second turn… great huh? with pics, cake, djs, dances, a lot of fun… only the birthday girl was missing!! well… damn connections we have sometimes… but besides all that… we made it… we went there… late… but there… having fun, chatting and enjoying the pleasures of real friendships… thank you all… from deep inside…

Na categoria Second Life, vidas

like a shampoo

Anitia — Sat, 11 Apr 2009 22:20:10 +0000

do you guys feel frustrated and confused sometimes… or it’s just me? Who knows me better is already aware of my mood’s flows… sometimes I feel like being two in one… like a shampoo… lol… I’m not really laughing in here while writing another soul’s rubbishes though… yes I guess I liked this quote – soul’s rubbishes… sounds good… maybe I should think about changing the name of my blog… well… anyway… back to my mood’s flows… do you guys know when we are not feeling so good and we end doing all wrong? bad things… bad choices… bad actions… or even worse… not doing anything at all?! Wishing to move, to take one hundred steps… to scream… to snap someone… to shake someone… and although… can’t even just move a single muscle… can´t stand and take an action… just stay there waiting… wondering… thinking… feeling small… hating yourself… hating the other… hating everything… and then… some hours later… we feel so damn stupid!!!! now… again… this only happens to me? help… someone please take me back to reality…

see you soon… hopefully… ’til then desejos de boas vidas!

Na categoria Second Life, vidas

one year and ten days later… damn

Anitia — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 00:53:30 +0000

damn… if I was my blog I would fired myself as an author… can’t believe on it… my blog made one year… ye ye ye… blogging around for one year and ten days now… and guess what?! I didn’t remember of it… damn… I hate when people forget about my birthday… although… I keep forgetting about everyone and everything else… damn… well… but let’s forward and say something worth it… damn… anyway… I would like to talk about dreams (yes… again… I guess I love the subject)… if you guys still remember, when I started with this “desejos de boas vidas” blog… it was suppose to be a window for my academic and professional life… hahahahaha… you guys can laugh too… ye… I even feel ridiculous about it… it ended being everything but that (well… it has – once in awhile – some topics referring to my academic life…) but it really ended being a window to my soul, heart, mind… a window to the deepest self I am… amazing huh? well… that’s how life is… always surprising us… always turning us upside down… and without asking! damn!! life is full of dreams… and I am a dreamer… no shame about it… and I would like to say that I’m not just some ordinary dreamer… no… I am a proudly silly dreamer (for those who knows what I’m talking about…) I like to walk along some paths… made with some white stones… delicately spreads… one by one… step by step (some say…) and I follow it… sharing a dream… sharing a life… sharing a dream… and I keep feeling silly… and I keep meet some other sillies… and I keep dreaming… and that is what makes me move on… what makes me feel spick and span… what enlighten me… the dream itself…

“Dever de Sonhar

Eu tenho uma espécie de dever, de dever de sonhar
de sonhar sempre,
pois sendo mais do que
um espectador de mim mesmo,
Eu tenho que ter o melhor espetáculo que posso.
E assim me construo a ouro e sedas,
em salas supostas, invento palco, cenário para viver o meu sonho entre luzes brandas
e músicas invisíveis.” - by Fernando Pessoa

ps: I wish to say that I miss myself in this my little corner called blog… I also wish to thank to all of you that keep coming here… looking through this window… looking for myself… looking for my soul rubbishes… and damn… I miss sharing them with you… I guess this is a coming back… a need to keep dreaming… I need to keep living…

see you soon… hopefully… ’til then… desejos de boas vidas!

Na categoria vidas

Xenya & Frederik @ Alma Land

Anitia — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 02:33:05 +0000

Last night, at my sl brother’s club “Alma Club”, we could (gladlyyyyyy…) hear Xenya and Fred. Welcome back!!! Was a great performance… lovely covers they offered us… please don’t stop

spyVspy made a small video about it that I would like to share with you…

see you soon… hopefully… ’til then… Desejos de boas vidas!

Na categoria Second Life

logged in at rl…

Anitia — Thu, 12 Mar 2009 12:17:36 +0000

I should ask for some apologies… this window of my life has been closed… I have been logged in at my RL… immersed in tons of work… and when we have so many windows… some remain closed ’cause we just cant open them all at the same time… even loving to write and to share a bit of myself in here, at this little corner… damn! time is too short! Well… its for a good cause anyway… hopefully

Wish you all a great life… no matter in what window… please keep stepping by… I’ll try to open this window once in a while… ’til then… Desejos de boas vidas!

Na categoria vidas

onrez viewer support ending

Anitia — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 13:45:55 +0000

“After careful evaluation of our Viewer project we have decided that on February 23rd support for the onrez viewer for second life will be ending. On Monday, the 23rd at 4pm ET, viewer downloads and the related services required to run the onrez viewer will be shut down. At that time current installations of the onrez viewer may no longer be able to connect to second life. To ensure you can continue to connect to the second life service we recommend that users download and install the second life viewer.”

Helloooooo!!! what kind of monopoly is that Mr Linden guys??? What the hell… grrrrr!!!

até lá… desejos de outros viewers!!!!

Na categoria Second Life

“A Segunda Pele”

Anitia — Sat, 14 Feb 2009 21:16:58 +0000

“Há quem garanta ter mais de 500 amigos e falar, por noite, duas ou três línguas diferentes. Os encontros são em discotecas, salas de exposições, praias, locais onde a comunicação e a festa estão garantidos, faça chuva ou faça sol (no mundo real).
Dentro da Internet, no Second Life, é possível participar na construção de um mundo virtual onde muitos sonhos podem tornar-se realidade e algumas ideias de negócio também. A TSF vestiu a pele dos “residentes” e mergulhou numa viagem por “ilhas” tridimensionais onde há cada vez mais portugueses. De caminho, dentro deste espaço de fantasia, entrevistou o norte-americano Philip Rosedale, o homem que, em 2003, deu o sopro de vida ao Second Life.
“A Segunda Pele” é uma grande reportagem de Ricardo Oliveira Duarte com sonoplastia de Herlander Rui.”

Podem ouvir a reportagem TSF neste endereço: http://tsf.sapo.pt/paginainicial/AudioeVideo.aspx?content_id=1142862

Na categoria Second Life

cuz its valentine’s day

Anitia — Sat, 14 Feb 2009 20:39:16 +0000

cuz its valentine’s day… flying hearts every where… trying to pass by… don’t want to be hit by one! joking (no one likes to be alone…it sucks…) but there are days we do feel blue… maybe its like the song says…

“Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?” [+]

don’t you just loooooove this song? anyway… happy Valentines everyone!

see you soon… hopefully… ’til then… desejos de boas vidas!

Na categoria vidas